Until the age of fourteen, Rocquencourt Anne was educated in accordance with the principles of his father. The first of them: to eradicate taboos Judeo-Christian leaders of many neuroses. At five years he had offered one of these educational textbooks modern depicted unvarnished copulation. Then he showed him pornographic video cassettes (selected for their good taste) so that it became aware of sexuality in all its richness. However, she had to wait thirteen years to be deflowered by a classmate about to give up cannabis to try hard drugs. The following year, the fellow in question died in a tram, but not before his parents reduced to extreme poverty. This was after the tragedy she realized that, contrary to the ideology father, she had not exercised its full sexual freedom, but only attempted to answer his father's expectations. Granddaughter, yards and vaginas in action does it recalls nothing more than pieces of meat. And yet sad and painful that she had suffered no answer or a desire or a feeling for this boy she hardly knew, but the dirty looks from her father whenever she showed too much interest in school work or inspirational books of the last century that he collected, but he disapproved of the reading.
The rest of his adolescence was marked by silence. She avoided his father, Spirou or secretly read books on Scouting, listened loop the chorus of Aida, while Felix Rocquencourt inaugurated the latest happenings of conceptual art. It was a rediscovery of illegal values obsolete, now banned, which detracted nothing from its charm: the camaraderie, effort, sacrifice, loyalty. She took advantage of the bibliophile father to browse the moralists pompous and bombastic, heroic tirades of Corneille and Bossuet's sermons. She attended a Catholic association in secret (his father suspected something: it does not burst out enough, do was not enough love). She thought for a time to enter Caramel.
It was during this period of confusion it reaped the glue that would allow him to pick up the pieces. His mother was a small provincial bourgeois, a line of notaries. She aspired to establish a home and that there is the more mundane. Young student, she became enamored of Rocquencourt, who instilled in him the new legal fashion. She could not resist his magnetism and his sardonic paradoxes. He swept his dreams of working girl, made her understand that it was alienates social, and glimpse the desires simmering in cattle and she only wanted to break their shackles. He introduced her to psychoanalysis, free love, lesbianism. It was the era of unfettered enjoyment. They organized loud parties, full of intellectual slobbery, careers staked petitions, and for whom the sense of history lay in the murders of the Baader-Meinhof gang. It lasted until three o'clock in the morning, they prevented Anne to sleep. She had to cross the dining room for the toilet, they stared as the game, under the approving eyes of his parents, the year of his twelve years, they yielded almost an old dyke who claimed they were saying that it would have been a learning experience, it would have uninhibited; therapy like any other, somehow.
There was nothing to build, no plans, no goals. Just inconsistent impulses to which the new ethic that would cede. To escape the specter of repression, frustration, inability to enjoy. And also to overcome the social constraints, posed as an axiom indisputable that they were more painful, more outrageous and more sordid than the new slavery of enjoyment. But then his own existence merely the result of the conjunction of two random animal instincts, whose paths had met at a specific point in space-time in a set of measure zero. There was no decision back there, no love, no desire even that did not carry his being the determinism of the sap, it was indebted to his parents that the choice not to have it destroyed in its infancy.
Nature chance of its existence, with its corollary: the impossibility of access to happiness, was confirmed when her father dropped her mother as a shirt too worn. Under the libertarian and hedonistic precepts that governed the home, she was not entitled to complain. The man and the woman enjoyed full autonomy in their pursuit of pleasure. They were not bound by any covenant, no bourgeois convention, and even if a contract would have benefited both parties, it had to be renounced in the name of the fight against patriarchal institutions. But in practice, this meant that Anne's mother found himself in the street, perfectly helpless, and that day she realized she was a unique case and not included in the blueprint of humanity in motion, in that the artificial goals that the oppressive system he had supposedly set, coincided exactly with his animal instincts, which therefore did not need to be deported: that sinking a happy life with the man she loved. But there have been noticing twenty years earlier, and that would have triggered such a scandal ...
Anne's mother quickly ended his days in a nursing home, and was replaced by a bunch of young artists, full of future. They settled a few months time to get a grant. It was better for them than to the sidewalk, it was less tiring.
The rest of his adolescence was marked by silence. She avoided his father, Spirou or secretly read books on Scouting, listened loop the chorus of Aida, while Felix Rocquencourt inaugurated the latest happenings of conceptual art. It was a rediscovery of illegal values obsolete, now banned, which detracted nothing from its charm: the camaraderie, effort, sacrifice, loyalty. She took advantage of the bibliophile father to browse the moralists pompous and bombastic, heroic tirades of Corneille and Bossuet's sermons. She attended a Catholic association in secret (his father suspected something: it does not burst out enough, do was not enough love). She thought for a time to enter Caramel.
It was during this period of confusion it reaped the glue that would allow him to pick up the pieces. His mother was a small provincial bourgeois, a line of notaries. She aspired to establish a home and that there is the more mundane. Young student, she became enamored of Rocquencourt, who instilled in him the new legal fashion. She could not resist his magnetism and his sardonic paradoxes. He swept his dreams of working girl, made her understand that it was alienates social, and glimpse the desires simmering in cattle and she only wanted to break their shackles. He introduced her to psychoanalysis, free love, lesbianism. It was the era of unfettered enjoyment. They organized loud parties, full of intellectual slobbery, careers staked petitions, and for whom the sense of history lay in the murders of the Baader-Meinhof gang. It lasted until three o'clock in the morning, they prevented Anne to sleep. She had to cross the dining room for the toilet, they stared as the game, under the approving eyes of his parents, the year of his twelve years, they yielded almost an old dyke who claimed they were saying that it would have been a learning experience, it would have uninhibited; therapy like any other, somehow.
There was nothing to build, no plans, no goals. Just inconsistent impulses to which the new ethic that would cede. To escape the specter of repression, frustration, inability to enjoy. And also to overcome the social constraints, posed as an axiom indisputable that they were more painful, more outrageous and more sordid than the new slavery of enjoyment. But then his own existence merely the result of the conjunction of two random animal instincts, whose paths had met at a specific point in space-time in a set of measure zero. There was no decision back there, no love, no desire even that did not carry his being the determinism of the sap, it was indebted to his parents that the choice not to have it destroyed in its infancy.
Nature chance of its existence, with its corollary: the impossibility of access to happiness, was confirmed when her father dropped her mother as a shirt too worn. Under the libertarian and hedonistic precepts that governed the home, she was not entitled to complain. The man and the woman enjoyed full autonomy in their pursuit of pleasure. They were not bound by any covenant, no bourgeois convention, and even if a contract would have benefited both parties, it had to be renounced in the name of the fight against patriarchal institutions. But in practice, this meant that Anne's mother found himself in the street, perfectly helpless, and that day she realized she was a unique case and not included in the blueprint of humanity in motion, in that the artificial goals that the oppressive system he had supposedly set, coincided exactly with his animal instincts, which therefore did not need to be deported: that sinking a happy life with the man she loved. But there have been noticing twenty years earlier, and that would have triggered such a scandal ...
Anne's mother quickly ended his days in a nursing home, and was replaced by a bunch of young artists, full of future. They settled a few months time to get a grant. It was better for them than to the sidewalk, it was less tiring.
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